I have no problems with my self esteem. If anything, I would say I think more highly of myself than I should. However, I think this is all starting to change.
Donnie and I love to play cards together, and for a few nights in a row we were playing Uno. Over those days we must have played like 20 games. I maybe won three of them. I was not a happy camper.
So the next day I made Donnie play rummie. However, this did not go well either! I did win one hand, so then I told Donnie that we would be keeping score.
But after that things went quickly downhill. And I have to say I took it REALLY hard. Then I started to think about the things I am good at, seeing that cards is not one of them. This was what I came up with
I'm a good nanny (but not as good as Nanny 911)
I'm a good picture taker (but not as good as MANY MANY others)
I'm a good wife (sometimes)
So this is my conclusion. I probably won't be the best at anything I do. And I think that's okay. Just as long as I have fun along the way.